I am one of the walking dead as well and have been for many years. I am cursed to be so fucked up mentally and can’t find friendship companionship and I drive people away or make enemies when I just try to keep to myself most of the time and not bother anyone. My cursed life is about to get even more horrible since I have a coalition of people trying to destroy my life anyway they can and I’m powerless. I wish they would show some mercy or compasion or at least realize how fucked in the head I am and take some pity on me but I know how cruel and ruthless the world is. I’m one of the dead too so I can relate, hopefully you join the living something I’m unable to do.