MY STORY.

t hang out with outside of school. And to the people that are in this same situation that i’m in i feel your pain you feel emptyness and just a waste of space on earth, but let me tell you, you were meant to do something great with your life and right now your probably thinking im not meant to do anything great i am nothing, but you are something. I have thought about suicide myself allot actually people think i have an okay life but i don’t. I just put on a smile so nobody thinks anything is wrong with me. I’m not going to lie i get so angry at the world and everybody and turn into a ***** and i jus have all this anger buit up inside of me and i can’t realease is but i have that day that just completely maks me fall apart and i can’t help but cry all the tears ive been holding in forver. I try to keep my hed up and do right but everybody has their flaws, and flaws are what makes us who we are. I remember when i woud play my playstation3 (yes i’m gamer girl) when my grandmother was dying of cancer i should have been there for her but i wasn’t she was my bestfriend in the whole wide world and my world just stopped when she went away and i carry that bourdin everyday with me because i didn’t cry when she died and that out of all my regrets is the one i regret the most. The day she died i was at my house i fling omething was going to happen to her so i called her sister and said come get me i just have this awful feeling that something is going to happen and she was barely holding on when i got there she was waitingMy life. What’s the meaning of it? I usually feel nothing but pain, mostly sadness so my question is why would god put us on the earth just to hurt us in ways we shouldn’t be hurt. Well the answer to that is LIFE. It kicks you in the ass most of the time but you just got to get right back up. I mean right now at this point in my life i feel like im not loved by anybody always getting yelled at, never getting to do anything..i only have like 3 real friends others are just fakes or people you don’t hang out with outside of school. And to the people that are in this same situation that i’m in i feel your pain you feel emptyness and just a waste of space on earth, but let me tell you, you were meant to do something great with your life and right now your probably thinking im not meant to do anything great i am nothing, but you are something. I have thought about suicide myself allot actually people think i have an okay life but i don’t. I just put on a smile so nobody thinks anything is wrong with me. I’m not going to lie i get so angry at the world and everybody and turn into a ***** and i jus have all this anger buit up inside of me and i can’t realease is but i have that day that just completely maks me fall apart and i can’t help but cry all the tears ive been holding in forver. I try to keep my hed up and do right but everybody has their flaws, and flaws are what makes us who we are. I remember when i woud play my playstation3 (yes i’m gamer girl) when my grandmother was dying of cancer i should have been there for her but i wasn’t she was my bestfriend in the whole wide world and my world just stopped when she went away and i carry that bourdin everyday with me because i didn’t cry when she died and that out of all my regrets is the one i regret the most. The day she died i was at my house i fling omething was going to happen to her so i called her sister and said come get me i just have this awful feeling that something is going to happen and she was barely holding on when i got there she was waiting on me to come that day… she just wanted to hear my voice one last time so when i got to the house i sat on the couch and started talking to my brother and my grandpa went over about 20 seconds later and saw her take her last breath and said shes gone and i just died inside. She needed me and I wasn’t there for her and i should have been. So what i’m trying to say is don’t waste your life embrace every moment you have with your loved ones. Take advantage of the good times you could have and don’t be depressed like I am PLEASE.
on me to come that day… she just wanted to hear my voice one last time so when i got to the house i sat on the couch and started talking to my brother and my grandpa went over about 20 seconds later and saw her take her last breath and said shes gone and i just died inside. She needed me and I wasn’t there for her and i should have been. So what i’m trying to say is don’t waste your life embrace every moment you have with your loved ones. Take advantage of the good times you could have and don’t be depressed like I am PLEASE.
great with your life and right now your probably thinking im not meant to do anything great i am nothing, but you are something. I have thought about suicide myself allot actually people think i have an okay life but i don’t. I just put on a smile so nobody thinks anything is wrong with me. I’m not going to lie i get so angry at the world and everybody and turn into a ***** and i jus have all this anger buit up inside of me and i can’t realease is but i have that day that just completely maks me fall apart and i can’t help but cry all the tears ive been holding in forver. I try to keep my hed up and do right but everybody has their flaws, and flaws are what makes us who we are. I remember when i woud play my playstation3 (yes i’m gamer girl) when my grandmother was dying of cancer i should have been there for her but i wasn’t she was my bestfriend in the whole wide world and my world just stopped when she went away and i carry that bourdin everyday with me because i didn’t cry when she died and that out of all my regrets is the one i regret the most. The day she died i was at my house i fling omething was going to happen to her so i called her sister and said come get me i just have this awful feeling that something is going to happen and she was barely holding on when i got there she was waiting on me to come that day… she just wanted to hear my voice one last time so when i got to the house i sat on the couch and started talking to my brother and my grandpa went over about 20 seconds later and saw her take her last breath and said shes gone and i just died inside. She needed me and I wasn’t there for her and i should have been. So what i’m trying to say is don’t waste your life embrace every moment you have with your loved ones. Take advantage of the good times you could have and don’t be depressed like I am PLEASE.
died i was at my house i fling omething was going to happen to her so i called her sister and said come get me i just have this awful feeling that something is going to happen and she was barely holding on when i got there she was waiting on me to come that day… she just wanted to hear my voice one last time so when i got to the house i sat on the couch and started talking to my brother and my grandpa went over about 20 seconds later and saw her take her last breath and said shes gone and i just died inside. She needed me and I wasn’t there for her and i should have been. So what i’m trying to say is don’t waste your life embrace every moment you have with your loved ones. Take advantage of the good times you could have and don’t be depressed like I am PLEASE.