My name is Jadaen, I’m 14 and I’ve attempted suicide three times. I’ve been bullied since the age of 6 because of my weight and how ugly I am. Im in the 9th grade and I have 2 “friends”. I’ve been beat up to the point where I’ve needed to go to the hospital for a broken rib and a concussion. My teachers don’t do anything about it. I’ve self harmed for 3 years now and my parents called me an attention seeking ***** because they found out about it. The first time I attempted suicide was when I was 11, I had swallowed 5 sleeping pills but they saved me, the second time I had cut my vein open really deep and I almost bled out, the third time I drank bleach but they saved me again. I want to die because no one loves me. No one needs me. No one cares about me.
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Violence is the only solution.
hmm if these so called people. Keep saving you then why not do it somewhere where they cant get to you.
If people didn’t need u then they wouldn’t have saved u
nobody wants a kid to die on them.
its like a bird pooping on you. its good luck, but you still have to wash the shirt
A bird pooping on you is good luck? I did not know this. Understandable how one could think otherwise…
Those teachers are losers for not doing anything about it. They disgrace the name of teachers who do care.
About the bullying: Tell the cops.
I had never been bullied but I once had someone grab my by my collar, throw me up against the lockers, and say “I’m gonna f’n kill you!”. But it was “kind of” my fault because I did something really bad to him. I won’t go into detail about it.
Still, I was pretty scared, so I told the guidance counselor who didn’t really do anything. Then I told the cops. They took him away. He was gone for a long time.
When he finally did come back, he never said a word to me again. Problem was solved.
People must love you and care about you because they saved you. Your parents and teachers might just not know how to react or how to talk to you because they haven’t dealt with this type of situation before. Your parents must be SO worried about it.
Someone definitely does need you. And more people will definitely need you in the future. You just haven’t met them yet. I know it’s tough, but just hang in there and give it time.