For several months, due to a surgery I had, my hormones have been badly askew. Due to this, I’ve been unable to control my emotions. Leveling them out, medically, is a process and it’s difficult and currently not working. Every day for months my first thought upon waking is “I hate my life.” and my thought patterns do not improve throughout the day. I went, on THIS DAY, to a different doctor and said, “I have NO POSITIVE THOUGHTS!” I also cannot stop crying. He gave me an antidepressant. I have taken it. I feel quite numb now. This is better than before. I suppose I will survive. Onward the struggle continues. Thank you for taking a moment to reply. Rose.
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Live like what?
What is going on in your life that makes you not want to live anymore?
Amen to that.
Neither do I.. Fuck it, why try anyway?
please don’t
For several months, due to a surgery I had, my hormones have been badly askew. Due to this, I’ve been unable to control my emotions. Leveling them out, medically, is a process and it’s difficult and currently not working. Every day for months my first thought upon waking is “I hate my life.” and my thought patterns do not improve throughout the day. I went, on THIS DAY, to a different doctor and said, “I have NO POSITIVE THOUGHTS!” I also cannot stop crying. He gave me an antidepressant. I have taken it. I feel quite numb now. This is better than before. I suppose I will survive. Onward the struggle continues. Thank you for taking a moment to reply. Rose.