I was sure I loved him. It was something I’d never felt before. I lied to him as a defense mechanism and came clean not 24 hours later (not an excuse) and he broke up with me. This process took over 3 days for me to come forward, and his processing. I spent 3 days crying my eyes out and now I feel nothing. I’m not sad. I’m not crying. Nothing…I don’t feel loss. I feel….kinda happy. Can anyone give me a peice of logic or reality to hold onto? Is my brain/body just confused? I’m more distressed at my lack of emotion than I am the actual break up.
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Probably nothing is wrong with you.
So, from the way I see it, there’s around one possibility, being that you probably didn’t love him. Or if you did, you don’t anymore.
But whatever it is, don’t beat yourself up over it. Especially if you feel happy. And your crying is proof that your brain is mostly getting over it.
So just read a book or something and relax.
Now I’m mad. I told a white lie and that’s all it took for him to call it quits? He couldn’t even understand where I was coming from and give me a second chance? Maybe I got out at a good time.