Yesterday was my high school graduation.
At one point after the ceremony my guidance counselor came over and whispered in my ear, “I’m glad you could be here tonight.”
I stepped back, and then made a joke about something completely unrelated.
I dunno. I didn’t feel anything special about yesterday. It was just another day to me. But if I had killed myself on May 4th like I had initially intended, nobody would have even thought about me once yesterday. I dunno.
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I’m glad you didn’t do it. There are many people who would have thought about you yesterday. They want you to thrive in life, which you can do.
No…maybe my counselor would have, as the girl that caused him to lose his job, because he knows I’m suicidal but he hasn’t called home because he knows my parents won’t take it well. He could be liable if I were to successfully commit suicide for not telling them, and I’m thankful for that, but now that the year is over, I don’t think he’d be liable anymore…so now maybe I’ll actually do it.
July 14th is my next date…I’ll probably back out, though.