I don’t want to change my hair colour. I don’t even know why I’m dyeing it…
I naturally have red hair, but not that orange red, more an auburn colour. I like it.
Today I told my friends over breakfast that I’ve gone back into depression. I wanted to tell them that suicide was on my mind. I couldn’t.
I have so much homework to do, I can’t even bring myself to do it, you know? It sounds pathetic, but I can’t. I used to be really good at school, and now I can’t even succeed at what I do best. Plus, I’m quitting netball. I loved netball before all of this happened.
Everything just seems so screwed up, sometimes for no reason.
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Hey, what happened? ( if you want to talk about it ). I’ll help you with your homework if you want, I got nothing else to do. Ha.
What color did you dye your hair?
@x-boy, (thank you ! that is truly a positive and helpful attitude to help! i mean it)
@indifference. Yes me too I ask the same questions as x-boy, what is making you feel like that now ? if you were good at school that is great because you would always be, it is just that now you are depresed and, naturally, one is not in the mood for anything, but this will eventually disappear and we are here to help you.
let us know
regards
O
I don’t even get noticed in my family for anything, my sister always does. It doesn’t even matter if I do well or not.
My hair now looks black, but it’s really, really bright red in the sun.
And I just know people are going to make comments about it :/
And thank you, it actually means the world to me when people tell me they care, I don’t get told that often.
“Big girls don’t cry; they take all of it”. < these lyrics just popped up,iono =b, i'm listening to radion stations on the web ( just started today it's great! ) I'm gettin bunch of new songs added to 'my collection'. http://www.laalmanac.com/media/me10.htm
Yeah I guess I kind of feel you. I'm going through hell, my family knows yet none is 'really there for me', and I use to think like… wth? why?…. Now I just accept the fact that they're too busy with their own life, and I'm not mad at them, it's not easy for some to survive in this world, and they're doing their best. < iono im just babblin'
If I ever dye my hair, I would dye it white, or dark gray =b
My last comment is pending. You can… unpend it(?) in your log in thing i think.
My family knows everything, my counselor told them. My mum got mad at me..
I just can’t take it sometimes and I feel like I’m slipping myself back into those thoughts.