I JUST TRIED A NEW DOCTOR WITH DIFFERENT IDEAS CALLED COOL LIEF IN THE SACRUM ABOVE THE COCCYX (TAIL BONE) BUT IT DID NOT WORK FOR ME AND I HAD MY HOPES HIGH SO I AM JUST DISCOURAGED AND DISGUSTED, LIFE IS NOT FUN ANYMORE I KNOW THERE ARE A COUPLE OR FEW PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY LOVE ME BUT IF THEY CARED I THINK THEY COULD BE MORE UNDERSTANDING THAT I JUST WANT TO BE GONE ANYONE IN CHRONIC PAIN I AM SURE UNDERSTANDS. I AM TRYING TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING I HAVE AND DO, LINES UP WITH ME MAKING IT EASY FOR PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME, WON’T HAVE MUCH TO DO OR DEAL WITH AND GET RID OF MY BELONGINGS AND AFFAIRS, BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I AM VERY CLOSE TO BEING EXPIRED, SIGNED CANTSTANMYSELF
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The good news is that there are still probably more doctors to try, if you are so inclined. They all seem to have a different method and opinion.
It’s quite the uncertain process finding one that can really help though.
As for your loved ones, of course they care. But it is hard for people who haven’t dealt with that kind of constant pain to understand what it’s like. They don’t want you to suffer, but they have hope that it can be helped while you are still living.
THANKS FOR THE COMMENT SIGNED>>> TIREDOFTRYINAFTERSOMANYYEARS P.S. I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE BUT I WILL NOT HURT ANYONE ELSE WHEN I EXPIRE. THE FUN YEARS ARE OVER (EVEN SEX) ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, THAT’S REALITY