If i am able
to hold a gun
and connect it to my head…
Would i have the self-confidece
to pull the trigger.
If i had rope
lying against my neck
and connect it to a beam
in my garage…
Would i have the self-confidence
to dangle and be choke
to death.
If i am able
to look out in the water
and then jump…
Would i have the self-confidence
to drown myself to the bottom.
Could i even gain that?
Am i strong enough
to do all of this
Cry as i do this
Would i croward out
and become a failure.
Or could i do this
without an ounce of guilt
or…regret.
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Beautiful. You sound alot like my conscience. You must be a very logical person. Unlike you, I ignore my logic alot. Which can sometimes get me in the most fucked up of situations. Keep writing like this and posting it, I like it 🙂
Riley
<3 Another statistic
Yeah, you have self confidence.. Just.. It would be nice if you used it for something else.. Like knowing that you are stunning.. In every way there is.. & owning your greatness.
I agree with Silent Screamer:)
You don’t need self confidence to shoot yourself…..confidence is gain after learning from failure or success attempts….I’m pretty sure chances of surviving a gun wound is next to nil…..
A little advise: Put all those toys away…and be strong and take responisbilities for your action…and face consequences.
what toys what actions? i have no actions. I have no self-confidence. I just wrote a poem cause i wanted to. The last one im going to do im going to drown myself. And if i fail then let God now i really do need help. And if i success… then thats the end of me.
SuicideKillMe Hey don’t do it, and look I care for you and I be praying for you. This is true love, caring for a stranger. Trust me, I seen what death does to people and I don’t want your family or friends to go through this! Everybody, let’s pray or something to make sure this person does not kill themselves.