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Had it.

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I have fucking had it.

I have ruined all my friendships and now I have no one. I am fucking sick of giving everyone my everything and them throwing it back in my face. Everyone would be better off if I wasn’t even here anymore. Fuck everything. All I want to be is dead.

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21 comments

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 2:48 am

hey, you alright?

indifference 6/12/2011 - 3:05 am

No! I hate my friends and I hate being misjudged all the time. I am so sick of everything.

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:11 am

yea i read your other post =/

So,,, mhm, has jess spoken with you since?

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:12 am

no wait

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:12 am

was it jess or nicole? haha, the one that told your secret then cried cause she felt bad

indifference 6/12/2011 - 3:13 am

Yes!! And now all of my friends are having a go at me.

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:15 am

what do you mean a go at you?

indifference 6/12/2011 - 3:17 am

They’re like attacking me and accusing me of trying to make them feel guilty and all this crap. I don’t want to go back to school. I am so tired of people.

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:24 am

well im thinking,, the best thing for you to do is to just,,, drop this drama and just forget about it,, and move on =)

do you think you can do that? or at least try?

that’s the best thing to do i think

indifference 6/12/2011 - 3:25 am

I tried, I actually did, then they went and told everyone about me trying to kill myself.
Looks like I’ll have to just try not to let it get to me now, it’ll be hard! But I think I can do it. Thanks 🙂

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:26 am

just drop it =)

and go on like nothing ever happened =)

and embrace a new day

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:26 am

=)

indifference 6/12/2011 - 3:29 am

Yeah, I’m not going to let them know it hurt me!
Even though they kind of already know.
But I won’t.

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:38 am

you sound,, strong haha

indifference 6/12/2011 - 3:40 am

I’m not really. My problem is that I want people to think I am, so I hide my emotions then end up like this.

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:47 am

i see, but mainly just try to forget about,, that way you wont have to carry any heavy emotions on you.

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:49 am

if you can do that,, it should be easier along the way, and eventually people will just forget about it too,,

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 3:50 am

but yeahh those people that you said were all attackin you and stuff,,, mhmm you should probably find yourself some better friends =)

indifference 6/12/2011 - 3:51 am

Believe me, I’m looking for better friends.

X-Boy 6/12/2011 - 4:14 am

haha, also i just wanted to say, like i guess i understand where your frustration is comin’ from,, i mean you didn’t even do anything,,,, and those people attackin’ you like,,, they’re probably some drama queen that just wants attention, n that’s why they’re being negative,,( bunch of monkeys ) but,,,, you were’nt even the one who went on and out about your secret,,, it was Nicole,,, she’s the one that fucked when she told your secret,,,,, yup, im on your side =b

indifference 6/14/2011 - 3:09 am

I know, I know there is some aspect of me in the wrong, but I didn’t choose to put myself there, they kind of forced me there.

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