Sometimes I get angry or depressed just seeing random people on the street. It might be the way they’re walking or what they’re wearing, but some people just tick me off, whether I know them or not. I also get sick of friends and family.
What is it that you’re so sick of?
I try to remind myself that there are good people out there, though it’s hard sometimes.
Yeah I’ve had that happen many times when I am out in public, I could be with family and I still feel completely alone, all their conversations are meaningless and have no effect on me what so ever. what I hate most about family gatherings is the small talk like “how are you?” when in truth they never give a damn about how you really are.
I agree that there is too much bullshit in the world. Needless pleasantries annoy the heck out of me. People ask “how are you?” and don’t wait for an answer. What’s the point, then?
Thanks for sharing. It’s nice to hear from people who feel the same way.
I’m sick of myself, too. I just can’t fit in with everyone else. I hate myself for that, but I think I’d hate myself even more if I faked interest or emotion just to fit in. I can’t live a lie.
My goodness, same here! I so relate that that. In school I use to try to become someone else just to fit in but that never worked. So I just stopped. I promised myself that I wouldn’t settle for any less when it came to friends.
I wanted friends that were genuine, not fair weather friends that just wanted to go out and party with you but then leave you when shit hits the fan. But it’s rare, truly rare, I did find one unlikely best friend when I was 15 but he passed away and since then….I couldn’t fit in anywhere, not in society anyway.
It’s good to know I am not alone in feeling this way. All this time I thought I was.
divisionday and deadotter, I’m with you guys. I grow angry when I think about how little others care about anyone but themselves. At the same time, though, I’m aware that I’m equally selfish, but I could never understand how some of the worst people could find genuine friendships and supportive families when they face a small problem, but I can’t find a soul to turn to when I’m in genuine psychological pain pain.
Same here. It seems to be all the morons and assholes in the world have a network of friends they can talk to, but when I just need someone to listen, no one would give me the time nor care to do so. I have tried half my life to me selfless, but really the time has come when I have to be selfish when it comes to picking friends.
The last so called best I had for a good five years broke it off with me with the lamest excuse: “you’re way too good to me I can’t stand it”.
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Sometimes me too
Amen sista. Fuck errbody up in this ***** we call life.
Sometimes I get angry or depressed just seeing random people on the street. It might be the way they’re walking or what they’re wearing, but some people just tick me off, whether I know them or not. I also get sick of friends and family.
What is it that you’re so sick of?
I try to remind myself that there are good people out there, though it’s hard sometimes.
Yeah I’ve had that happen many times when I am out in public, I could be with family and I still feel completely alone, all their conversations are meaningless and have no effect on me what so ever. what I hate most about family gatherings is the small talk like “how are you?” when in truth they never give a damn about how you really are.
Just sick of the bullshit of the world in general
I agree that there is too much bullshit in the world. Needless pleasantries annoy the heck out of me. People ask “how are you?” and don’t wait for an answer. What’s the point, then?
Thanks for sharing. It’s nice to hear from people who feel the same way.
I’m sick of myself, too. I just can’t fit in with everyone else. I hate myself for that, but I think I’d hate myself even more if I faked interest or emotion just to fit in. I can’t live a lie.
My goodness, same here! I so relate that that. In school I use to try to become someone else just to fit in but that never worked. So I just stopped. I promised myself that I wouldn’t settle for any less when it came to friends.
I wanted friends that were genuine, not fair weather friends that just wanted to go out and party with you but then leave you when shit hits the fan. But it’s rare, truly rare, I did find one unlikely best friend when I was 15 but he passed away and since then….I couldn’t fit in anywhere, not in society anyway.
It’s good to know I am not alone in feeling this way. All this time I thought I was.
divisionday and deadotter, I’m with you guys. I grow angry when I think about how little others care about anyone but themselves. At the same time, though, I’m aware that I’m equally selfish, but I could never understand how some of the worst people could find genuine friendships and supportive families when they face a small problem, but I can’t find a soul to turn to when I’m in genuine psychological pain pain.
Same here. It seems to be all the morons and assholes in the world have a network of friends they can talk to, but when I just need someone to listen, no one would give me the time nor care to do so. I have tried half my life to me selfless, but really the time has come when I have to be selfish when it comes to picking friends.
The last so called best I had for a good five years broke it off with me with the lamest excuse: “you’re way too good to me I can’t stand it”.
wtf does that mean?
People are jerks.