im fed up w/ feeling this way
Let the sadness fade into anger
Not directed at anyone in particular
Take it out on ME
Cause a painful death
Maybe causing myself agony will show em all I wasn’t looking for an easy way out
I take my anger out on books…and you CAN’T die you’re a dad right don’t you want to see you’re children get out(if you’re a dad)îŒhope everything gets better 🙂
Ky I love you man. <3 I would give you the biggest/smallest person bear hug. =P No matter what decision you make I will stand by you because you're my best friend. Good luck.
Thanks Liz <3 back at ya! I keep hanging in; it just gets to me somedays more than others. I spent most of the day in a funk, then I just kinda went numb. The kids have been really sweet tonight, and they help me forget my blues for a time. Idk what I do w/o the fam.
I was in a funk too last night. Thought of suicide but stopped. Didn’t actually attempt. But I am here still alive & breathing. Hoping that the hard days will get better for me and all of us.
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I take my anger out on books…and you CAN’T die you’re a dad right don’t you want to see you’re children get out(if you’re a dad)îŒhope everything gets better 🙂
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I do want to c them grow, I just don’t want feel this way anymore. I’ll just hang my head n keep dragging on.
Ky I love you man. <3 I would give you the biggest/smallest person bear hug. =P No matter what decision you make I will stand by you because you're my best friend. Good luck.
Thanks Liz <3 back at ya! I keep hanging in; it just gets to me somedays more than others. I spent most of the day in a funk, then I just kinda went numb. The kids have been really sweet tonight, and they help me forget my blues for a time. Idk what I do w/o the fam.
^- ^ Yay! We’re your family too! 😉
I was in a funk too last night. Thought of suicide but stopped. Didn’t actually attempt. But I am here still alive & breathing. Hoping that the hard days will get better for me and all of us.
Me, too! Course I’ve been waiting for that for years; At least 22. :-/