Maybe all the people that I tell myself I need to stay for is just an illusion. Maybe they don’t care nearly as much as I thought they did…
So then…that means…I’m free to go. Right? Yes. I’m free to go.
I’m such a wimp. I’m not gonna do it. All these excuses I make…no matter how many I disprove, I always make more.
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I understand (: I feel like there are certain people I need to stay for but they are always the people who hurt me the most. I open my hearts to them and take down the wall for them and I feel like they trample me. Excuses allow yourself time to find another reason. I make many for myself and sometimes I and happy about them…
Yeah…someone told me, though, that I need to stop playing games with myself, because one day there might not be anyone left to convince myself I have to stay for. She said I need to find a reason to stay for myself. And while, yeah, sometimes I’m glad I stayed for so an so…I wish I could find it in me to be motivated enough to change things for myself, you know? On that other post we talked about our weight, but–other things, too–I wish I could find the motivation to do what makes me happy.
You can do it. You do have the strength to change things. If it’ll help I’ll believe in you bcuz I know you can. :]