I didn’t think I’d ever be back at this site again. Finally a marine and all I thought I was good but now I feel worse. I miss my home, my friends, my family. I have only seen them for 10 days so far this year and it’s taking a real toll on me. I have no one to talk to about this. I just want to go home but I can’t. I have literally walked to the store everyday considering just getting drowsy medicine so I can just end it since there literally no other choice to make my life better. Either leave here to be homeless or just use the permanent solution. This is my 7th time feeling this way and I can’t take this feeling anymore. I’ll just wait till tomorrow. And if I still feel this way I’m going to just end it
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Hey brother/sister,
Another Marine is here. Yes, on this site.
Listen, I get it. I’m not here to bullshit you.
You have a family. You are part of the Corps. I know you might be struggling wherever you are and maybe those Marines around you are not supportive of you’re afraid to talk, but there’s a Marine somewhere that will do anything for you and I want to remember that.
You’re family and that’s how it’ll always be. Even if it doesn’t feel that way.
Semper Fi.
After reading your response it helped a little. Im trying to find someone to talk to at my new MOS school but havent found anyone yet that I believe will take me serious or wont report me for something crazy and then I end up here longer for a case. I still havent been home yet but I should be December 16th. Sadly Ive been here for almost 2 months and havent estalished a true relationship of any kind here with anyone. So recently Ive been staying to myself. I just dont know how to reach out for help.