I was going to wait until fathers day night to do it but i couldnt find anyone to go with me…i dont have a car so ill have to start walking avfew hours prior to get to my location…
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hey kitty are you in Ottawa, Canada?
No i am in east tn usa
Most of the sites to find anyone are shut down. If you can weed through the trolls and people who are not serious there is hardly anyone. I just wanted ti hang out with someone. Enjoy some laughs. Our story. A cry. Hugs…it really just hurts even more
i know what you mean, its also hard for me to find a friend or to even talk to people
I have no right to try and persuade you not to do it kitty. So I’ll just ask you, isn’t there anything in this world that makes you happy, or even remotely happy? Our world is vast and full of things and people you’ve never experienced. So even if you have nothing, there’s always something out there for you.
Why did you want to go on Father’s Day?
Because i have not been able to spend fathers day with either of my kids. Its a long story but my so has taken my lids and wont even talk to me…not going to fight to be in their lives. Just going to go with some dignity and the knowledge that i love them more then anything
Oh. Well, isn’t there a chance that this situation could change in the future? I know that this isn’t the only reason that you want to die, but it does seem to be a big one. If this situation were to change soon, would you still do this?
I don’t mean to make your reason seem small or ridiculous. It’s a very good reason. I just can’t help but think that your children would miss you.
Its almost noon now. I think i will just start my trek now
I hope your state of mind is pure before you die. you seem like a very kind and loving person…maybe you should stick around for a bit and talk to us here. wer all in the same boat
It will only cause pain for her and in turn my children
What will? You living?
I’m sorry that your so is a piece of shit. However, think of the impact your suicide will have on your kids. They will have to live for the rest of their lives without their, biological, parent. They will also wonder why you did it, why you didn’t love them enough to stay alive and try to spend time with them. They will never see this post, and how you love them more than anything. That will stay with them till the day they die.
that’s true if your a mother please don’t do that………….
actually I might be wrong, its not my place to say that since im also going through with it but I mean if your a mother, just saying your kids will miss you. 100 percent..
He’s a father.
It might be time to question yourself about what will either of your children be doing one day when they do not have a father to look up to or guide them. Will they be making a trek of their own on this site and others wishing them to reconsider?
Nothing in life is permanent, and your current situation for sure is not going to be. But if you go, nothing is going to change it will stay as it is now for you and only you