I don’t know why for some people > everything seems to work out good. While other people nothing really good ever happens to them.
I don’t know why some people and break the laws of the land and do evil and get away with so much… while other people cant get away with anything.
I don’t know why some people are born into a really good family and or born into money.. while others are born into abusive families and have practically no chance of ever having a good life.
I don’t know why some people can abuse drugs and drink alcohol like its going out of style and smoke like a chimney and live a long life. WHile others eat healthy and stay sober and die young.
I don’t know how any person can join a religion that incites hatred and encourages violence and wars. I just don’t get it.
I don’t know why life has to be so long. Who the fuck wants to live to be 90 anyway. Its just to dam long.
I don’t know why some people who have tons of money do nothing to help others who are much less fortunate
I don’t know why people who are poor and destitute can go out and have a bunch of children not being able to take care of them.
I don’t know how politicians can again and again abuse their powers and lie to the people all the time and get away with it over and over
I don’t know why God doesn’t come down here and fix things and make things right. Whats the point in having a creation if you don’t watch over it and take care of the people you created.
there’s a lot of things I don’t understand > I guess I get fed up with things once in a while.
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I know why because life is fucked up. We can chose to be, do and become anything we want to be.
Im one of those people who smoke like a chimney both weed and cigarettes everyday and also drink like a fish every 2nd day. I have been this way for 15 years amazing how I’m not dead. I want to die though it’s my way of speeding up the process so I don’t have to kill myself I can be seen as dying of natural causes so nobody would be sad. Oh she deid of heart failure or something from her extra curricular activities boo hoo!! Lol
i gave up on wondering why? to honest with you that’s when i seen the light, that’s when i realized i was struck being something i didn’t want to be a predator a killer of other living things, although most of the things i eat are predators too! it is our destiny we will not change into something else, there is no one looking over us there never was, mother nature created us from the slim and the muck, the conditions were right, that’s why the other planets don’t have life forms like us, one day the planet will be destroyed and creatures like us will no longer exists, we can not inhabit any other planet, this is it, you think it’s bad now wait a hundred years or so, people will have no compassion, and kill at the drop of the hat. we are living in good times right now, it’s just down hill from here, were lucky to be predator at this time.
Luck.
Luck, intelligence, power.
Luck.
Luck, genetics.
Willful blindness, bias.
Time flow retardation due to misery.
Willful blindness, bias, materialistic fear.
The right to breed is fundematally ingrained in most every society.
People are pretty much sheep and politicians know this.
There is no god. If there was a capital G god then the minute it reveals itself, mankind loses free will.
One off the things that separate smart from stupid is knowing when you don’t know something. Keep it up. You are growing.
No one ever decreed that life was gonna be easy or fair. Bad things happen to good people, good things happen to bad people. That’s how the cookie crumbles.
Does it matter, or is it fair? Who cares.
It is what it is.
There is no good or bad, its all a projection of our own brain. There is no joy or suffering is all a creation of our own mind an ego. Nature or the universe does not give a fuck if someone is suffering and the earth is not going to stop because someone is crying or living a miserable life. There is neither a god, thats a colective delusion. Thats the true.
I think it is framing though. How my mind frames things. Someone else in my situation would think they were handed a pile of failure and frustration. I don’t look at it that way. I grew up dirt poor with a mentally ill woman for a mother. I look around at what I have now and don’t see a special needs family, I see a total life win here. At least tonight. I had nothing growing up. Even having a family and a job is a win. When I left home at 19 and didn’t look back that was a win too. Just waking up breathing some days I consider a win. It is framing.
My grandmother was a health nut, always pushing vitamins for this or herbs for that… doing lots of crossword puzzles to keep her brain active.
And yet she died a slow miserable death as her brain wasted away from alzheimers disease.
One day mom looked at her book of crossword puzzles and realized with horror that she was just writing random crap in the squares. None of it made any sense.
By the time she died, years later, she knew no one, had no idea what her own name was, had forgotten how to eat and shower and use the bathroom.
All those vitamins and herbs and puzzles… worthless garbage in the end.
Life will get us no matter what we do.
I wish I could just walk off into the night and disappear.
Your right cordless. The sad truth is that life will get us no matter what we do… and that is enough reason to want this life to end. bla bla But I seem to have lived through so much I am just ingrained to keep going. So I will keep going…. being happy at times… and miserable at others. LOL I am like a pendulum > swinging from temporary happiness to sadness and frustration.
Luckily I have my “dont kill yourself pills” to help keep me going. lol
Its really sad that life these days is so depressing that many of us need to be doped up on pills that block out the mental anguish we go through. LOL