I decided that I’m going to end it and made peace with this. There just isn’t any point in continuing when every day is filled with constant emotional and physical pain. I held on as long as I could but every day just gets more and more difficult, and I simply just don’t care anymore. Time to pull the plug.
I’ve decided I will get a long length of rope from Home Depot and hang myself with it by tying it off to the Burrard Street bridge in Vancouver and jumping off. A good length will ensure that my neck snaps immediately and it should just be done.
I don’t know when yet, but I’m pretty sure it’s going to be within the next week.
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Hi!!!
Please, do not attempt that!!
Don’t give up!
Just please, if you’re still here, give me a shot to talk to you!!!
I promise id do my best to help!
I’m past the point of help.
Now I’m just resigned.
It’s okay.
No.. Please don’t say that…
You can’t even imagine how awful it makes me feel you give up like that…
Please… Can we talk in kik? Just a single chance?…
I don’t have kik, sorry
Your neck isn’t going to snap. You’re going to strangle to death. For your neck to snap, you have to make a hangman’s noose which people don’t make anymore. Execution hangings weren’t done on the fly. Executioners considered weight and height measurements of the condemned plus the drop height. With all that, some of the condemned still strangled to death. So, rethink your method.
I’m pretty sure a rope and a bridge works, whether it snaps the neck or not.
Filmg1rl, I’ve had the same thoughts on that same bridge. I’m not in Vancouver anymore but I just wanted to say I’ve literally “been there”.
True, the difference is 5-10 mins strangling or immediate death with a neck snap. A lot can happen in 10 mins. A passerby could ‘save’ OP now OP is in a wheelchair getting hand fed. Ending one’s life needs a lot of thought. On another note, Many current users I’ve read are somewhere in Canada.
A good 10 foot drop and proper noose, I don’t think there’s any way my neck won’t break.
Don’t do that, please. It doesn’t worth to give up. I hope you get better.
Sorry, I don’t have anything original and nice to to tell you. I’m in pain too (physical and emotionally), but I really want you get better.
I’d like to think so but that’s not realistic. It’s only downhill from here and further, more painful debilitation.
I feel for you. Hope the method is fine. You can always get better somehow, but we all know sometimes the probabilities aren’t much happy. I’m quite in the same situation.
How do you know it’s only downhill from here? We can’t see the future, anything can happen. However, if you kill yourself you take away that chance of something good happening. Nothing in life is perfectly constant. Please reconsider.
How do you know something good cannot happen after death when we can’t see the future?
I’ve been physically disabled after getting hit by a drunk driver 12 years ago. Now I’m over 40 and the trauma done to my body has caught up with me as intense arthritis leaving me in 24/7 chronic pain. Walking gets more difficult and more painful with every passing day. There is no recovering from this. It’s only going to get worse as I get older and very soon I will be in a wheelchair.
I’m truly sorry to hear that. If you see no chance of ever getting better, I have no right to try and talk you out of finding a way out of the suffering. If you have any loved ones, please just consider them as well. So that if you go through with it, that the pain that they’ll experience will not be that extreme. Just make sure there’s no misunderstandings.
It’s a safer bet to rely on the things that we know for certain exists. I have no idea what happens after we die, but I do know that there are good things in this that world we live in now. So banking on a unknowable just doesn’t make sense. But I do see the point that you’re making. I also respect the fact that many people believe in a afterlife. Either way, if something does happen to you after death, that would be beyond the realm of time. Even if we could see the future, we wouldn’t be able to see that.
Ofc there are “good things” in this world (for example feeling in love), but there are also “bad things” in this world – for example being in constant mental pain. If you can see a point in this life on which you can bet ans want to bet, then do it. But if you dont want to bet on it for any rational reason (you don’t believe it can get better, you fear future pain, you think its not worth it), you can bet on a blind spot. Life as a whole is kind of bet on a blind spot. We only know that any pain or happiness or whatever is not permanent, its just some electricity or whatever…
Sorry, “in this world that we live”. Gotta get my coffee before I make anymore typos.
I agree. I just think that not betting on a blind spot is a better deal. Despite the fact that this world can be super random, it has rules and variables. Anyway, this is all just my opinion and it’s a person’s right if he/she wants to bet on the blind spot.