Am I some kind of demon? Am I the one who everyone blames? I’m holding everything inside because I know what happens next… This will never get better; I’m not in a fairytale… I can’t do this any more… I might as well get it over with…
I don’t even know you guys… Completely strangers and friends are telling me to just snuff out… Everyone seems to turn against me… No one around me understands how I feel, and when I explain I either get stuck in the hospital, or just tells me that I’m acting… I don’t tell anyone about how I feel… the only people who love me at this point are now dead… I just want to join them at this point.
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dying really sucks, and i know people would care about you if you were gone.. you seem so kind and smart.
sometimes life really fucking sucks.
i honestly feel the same way as you do, as if nobody understands or even cares about how i feel and often times its the reason i am so quiet because i feel like its aburden to people when i speak…
im slowly getting over it, but it takes a lot of time and its something you have to work on without even really noticing that your working on it..
I feel as though you are the only one that gets it… You’re not telling me that it will truly get better, you’re just telling me to just keep living life. Over time I ended up stop thinking about this idea all together; Your neutral point of view was one of the reasons… If you need to chat with me I’m here for you… I won’t tell you to shush, nor will I be someone to think of “good ideas” I’ll be present. I won’t leave either. I’ll be here when you ask me anything.
you don’t need to make other people understand what you feel. you are right until you feel you are right. don’t care what other people think about you.