I lost my best friend. I dont know how, it just happened. She came back fron a trip and doesnt even want to see me. She says to give her space but i did. I just cant handle life. I wanna end it all. Even my other friend said to leave her alone but i know she already talked to her before. I just am so scared to die, i want to but i am scared. I am done with all this pain, every day i have no one. I just need someone in my life…
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It happened to me too. She had messaged my other friend, saying that I drain their lives and that they should just give up on me. I mean what kind of best friend just does that? Let me tell you that best friends are there for you without judgement. They are with you when you are happy and when you are in pain. The best friends that left us…they weren’t really best friends if they can just give you up like that. Somebody told me that, if she doesn’t come back, then she doesn’t deserve your friendship. She’s the one that lost a friend, not you.
I understand this so much. Although my case is different, overall i also was abandoned by my best and in my case only friend suddenly and for no reason. I hope maybe you can find a sincere friend who won’t abandon you anymore. For me it’s impossible but i believe it’s possible for others. Try to show yourself some love as well, you deserve it.