what doesn’t kill me makes me wish it did. I stopped being afraid of the dark when I realized nothing is darker and scarier than the darkness inside me. some people are just born with sorrow in their blood, like me. and other people on this site. everyone has a choice, they can be happy whenever they want, even suicidal people. but it all depends on how you want to feel, what to do, to forgive and forget, to be happy or in pain. well for me it’s just all pain. maybe I’ll be happy again someday, but I’m not willing to change that right now. I like my scars and I love the physical pain it gives me.
I will always have deep dark secrets, some of them I practically show that every day, but no one notices because no one cares. and if you could read my mind you’d be in tears.
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Aw, i love this! It’s wonderful! Great job!
thanks, well its true:/
“Light is one choice,
Darkness is the other”
You see, I want a lot
Maybe I want it all;
The darkness of each endless fall,
The shimmering light of each ascent.
-Rainer Maria Rilke, from ‘Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God’