mom got mad at me for going to see a friend after work without telling them. understandable. told me that no one will ever be able to care for me for very long. told me she should take me to the hospital bc she thinks im getting crazy again and that there’s something really wrong with me. says i need to be normal like everyone else. says she she wishes she couldn’t worry about me anymore and that i stress her out too much. told me to move out bc she thinks i hate my family. told me to go die after she thought I had walked away.