I’m not exactly sure what to do anymore. My best friend suggests I get help and I know I need help but I’m scared what my mom will say. I will be the odd person out, the only person in the family who would even consider suicide.
I am always overdosing, I don’t believe it’s a problem I’d need to go to rehab for. Is it? I overdose maybe every week? I’m not constantly doing it Everyday so why tell anyone about it?
People I know have been cutting, but it hurts and I always cringe when I think about it. But I have two recent cuts on my arms…
I’m so lonely. I have TWO friends. And one of them is in a really happy mood and I don’t want to ruin it for her. My other friend is the one who wants to put me in rehab. I feel like I have no one.
I finally told the girl I loved that I loved her and she was really nice about it. But she still hates me. And she gave me the suicide hot line number to call. I’m so stressed, I am not sure what to do.
I will be dying.Soon. But I don’t know how, Overdose NEVER works for me, so what to do? Should I try stabbing myself? I am so confused and unsure of what to do.
2 comments
Just know that you are loved. I’m sorry I can’t offer you a more profound answer, but it’s true, you are loved by every one who has ever had moments like you or found themselves in despair. You are not alone as every human being has had moments of deep sadness, not everyone talks about it though.
Try imagining yourself connected to everyone, your decisions affect others even those you hate. You have something special to give the world and you are deserving, try sitting with that for a bit before you decide to do anything.
You may not understand it now, but just try and trust that your whole life doesn’t have to be this way. There is so much in life that we do not understand, we are here to learn.
Try reaching out to people, talk to your parents and if they are unsupportive, go into a church or a meditation centre or see a counselor. There are unjudging people who will support you no matter where you find yourself in life.
I hope this helps. Above all, you are beautiful, deserving, and thought of – if only by me, you are thought of – so you are not alone.
Aww thanks<3