this is the worst year ever.
i have probably lost everything, most of all my bff, the best soulmate id ever had.
I’ve become nobody to him and this hurts like hell, I’m tryna get over it for 7 months and it turned out he still meant the world to me.
he was once my shelter when encountering the cruel reality in this whole wide world, now i fall for the world, i crave to meet new people and travel often, i looked deep into everything happening around, yet i could never be satisfied. maybe I’m just in search for that world he meant to me.
being lost was okay, being lost for months and couldn’t recall anything memorable wasn’t. life just meaningless now.
these 7 months broke me to pieces and they’re scattered all around now, i don’t even know where they are.
who am i.
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i lost my best friend. i knew her since second grade. and when i say lost i don’t mean gone, i mean no longer friends. not a day goes by i don’t think about her. but it gets easier. don’t push it, just let everything come out. keep trying. your not alone <3
thanks:) my best friend has changed and so do i, yet he is still always the greatest reliance ill ever have and i don’t think i can trust or meet anyone like him anymore, that is worse than losing a boyfriend, friends are irreplaceable