i don’t want to live this life anymore. It’s so fucken frustrating to live a life you don’t want. I try so hard to be happy or just content with my life but I can’t. I hate my life. Sometimes when I’m walking in a crowd of people I wonder if someone feels as lonely as I do. Like you don’t belong among society. No one understands me. So why talk about it again to ppl that say care about me if they don’t understand me? I can’t connect with “normal” people anymore. It seems like I keep losing friends and breaking up with partners a lot. I work hard every single day trying to be successful but it seems like I’m not getting anywhere. I wouldnt mind living in a lonely island for the rest of my life. I’m just tired of feeling the pressure. Really really tired. I have a cell phone but it never rings. No friends. No anyone. My cell phone is dead just like me. But honestly I think I push ppl away and I have no idea why. Sorry just ventilating
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Non-ringing cell phones are always pre sad…. I tend to have times where I communicate with people a lot and times where I speak to people maybe once per week. Not talking to people is really horrible…. If you can’t connect with normal people why not try connecting with the non-normal people? They tend to be more interesting too…. Whenever I’ve tried making friends I find it’s easier to target the ones that seemingly have no friends as well, they normally don’t refuse too terribly much if you are persistent enough. Bribing people also helps, if you have the resources to do that…. Money really is able to buy friends, pre easily…. I’m sorry I doubt any of this was helpful 🙁
Life ????
It’s so fucking frustrating to eat the food you don’t wanna eat.
Life is too much.
Lot’s of people feel the way you feel.
I too hate crowd. I even hate when I have to go supermarket to buy basic nessecities.
Well, I am so coward that I can’t even ask for a sandwich at restaurant.
Sometimes when every family member is around and we get together for dinner that’s the time when I feel the most lonely.
Rest of days…. loneliness feels okay because I’m lonely. But that day…….
And who the hell invent this b’day thing ???
I thought I would help. But I am not making any sense, I think.
Well, thanks to you. 🙂
You helped me 🙂
I vented my emotions out.
Happiness for You. 🙂