Haven’t been on here in so long

I don’t think I’ve been on here since February . Well I’m back. I think I’m more so back on here because of how lonely I feel.

All my friends moved back to college and I’m taking the semester off so I’m home . I don’t really have any friends around here now . I spend most days alone and it’s sad . I eat out alone, go shopping alone, lay in bed most of the time . I almost feel happy but sad at the same time .

I think I’m figuring a lot about my self in this alone time . But I’m not too sure how to handle it.