Today has gotten a lot worse. I feel so alone, I feel like everyone around me is happy and I’m broken physically. I’m sat crying alone because no one understands my pain no one understands how it feels to feel this way anymore. I cannot go on living like this I cannot keep going on. I’m like a broken toy no body wants me anymore I’m just sat there alone, things piling ontop of me until one day I’ll be just gone.
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So, you think you can’t keep living anymore? Think again, and know you can, get out there and do things that are out of your comfort zone to feel better! Get excited, be happy! We are all humans and we all feel down at some point but get up and move! Do’t worry if you are alone or if you have no friends, you have you! and that is all it matters! Do stuff you like, BE YOU and the right people will come to you!
STAY YOU, STAY BEAUTIFUL!
Sad hey .. To think people around us who once loved us can just get up every day and have a normal life . While seeing OR knowing others pain and just ignore it like it is too much drama to get involved with . My fear is that when I’m dead all those people will gather together in a room of sorts and maybe even cry a tear over me — ALL TOO LITTLE TOO LATE .. And this too adds to the hurt that’s only in my head .. I keep telling myself when I’m dead I won’t feel any emotion .Sure people will be sad, that’s just people .. Then life will go on and every body will be happy Again .. I don’t wish any body else pain like we have though I’m so angry at them all ..
I agree so much with what you are saying. My life is full of people who say they care. When I die I’m worried people will tell others they are or were my friend that they will cry oer me and I won’t be there to say I don’t want them to cry over me. They don’t deserve it. I want people who care about me in my life but I have none anymore I’m broken.