THE PICTURE.

It was in November right after Halloween. I had just gotten home from my soccer tournament and got on Facebook of course like a normal teenager woul do. I was looking through my newsfeed and saw this picture that was drawn then uploaded, and the person that uploaded it happened to be the girl that used to be my bestfriend but some things happened and at this point she hated me. I clicked on the picture to see what it was and it had this girl, a soccerball at her feet, and then zits all over her face, it showed that she had a penis and there was a speech bubble and it said hi, my names madisen an I’m a lesbian. And I couldn’t believe it I thought it was a mistake at first or maybe a misunderstanding but no, she meant to do it. And I just started crying and that night was the night I had started cutting and I thought about killing myself. I know your probably thinking well that’s silly to do that but I was in so much pain, I thought that for someone to do that to me I would of had to do something so terrible and that I had to of done something to them, and I felt like I was worthless and that I had no care for anything anymore, like it was a waste of time trying to explai myself because what would that matter right? I still think about what I did so wrong.. And I wish I could go back but I can’t.