Can you make the sadness go away? How can i take every day and turn it into something beautiful? i find sometimes that it’s not really where you are or what situation you are in but more so the kind of eyes you have and are using to view the situation, I feel the pain of everyone but also i see something beautiful within EVERYONE i meet no matter how terrible they may seem or think themselves to be, I know i’m completely crazy and that one day i will write the Final note to the ones i love, but i just wanna vent sometimes and write and see who might be able to relate i love poetry and i love seeing the essence of another person’s soul bleed out onto a paper or a Fake paper in this case, i spent about 6 years of my professional life watching people Die, I know there is nothing quite glorious or glamorous or beautiful about it but i like to think in most of those people i watched slowly slip away into the eternal sleep Somewhere in their eyes there was a Peace with the situation before they gave up their last breath PTSD sucks ass so does manic depressive disorder as well as schizophrenia…but i never quite liked labels and i don’t take medicine i self medicate yes but prescription drugs for psychotic illnesses…well i think every shrink should take them before they so eagerly write them out and expect you as the patient to suck em down every day like your life depended on it, i recall once being so medicated i couldn’t type HALPERIDOL is a ************, Cheers, and thanks for listening!
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I fully agree. It’s the perspective of the situation, not the situation itself, that can affect us. If you change your perspective, you change how you feel about it. I have experience with this.
Also, psychiatrists too often hand out meds as a solution. It drives me nuts. Antidepressants, as much as they can be helpful, can also be pretty harmful, and not everybody needs them. They should be monitored more carefully.
I think you have a beautiful view of the world, looking for the good in everybody can colour the world fantastically. Use that ability to find some beauty in yourself. 🙂 Take care!!
I’m working on it! mercy thanks for the encouragement but at the same time i’m working on leaving the world =/ sadly the to strongly opposing personalities within myself are at war all the time and I’m getting tired of it but shit it beats taking any of that f*d up psych meds any day…but that’s just my Five cents.
Random thoughts always buzzing through my head. Biz biz~ I get what you mean. Same here, yo. Well, not all actually but the first bit. There is beauty indeed in everyone. Me, I always look for that tiny shaft of light left in our souls. It’s there, you just gotta open wide and look harder/closer. View the world more openly and don’t judge. Though, I can’t say that I can actually feel other people’s pain. I can’t ever fully understand what they’re going through. But that’s what separates us, makes us unique. How we’re able to accept each other with or without the faults is one reassuring fact that not all of humanity is as bad as it seems. Know what I mean? =]
Umbra i do know what you mean and I’m quite happy with the fact that we are all different i can appreciate this as much as a work of art for that is what we are all truly is it not? art.
Yes.. Art. Each of us are our own Artist.. May good fortune shine upon you and illuminate the path you travel, dukk65.