I wish i was dead, i know many people on this website consider killing themselfs but i think i finaly made a desition. Let me tell you why. As a 8 years old i started to suffer from depression and as a 9 years old i made my first suicide attempt by choking myself multiple times. I wonder sometimes why i cant be normal. I come from a wealthy famelie i have everything i need (food, shelter, water) but i feel like i dont belong. I feel like i am a worthless pice of shi* as people tell me. I was severly bullyed in elementery school and through out middle school i felt like i don’t belong there is no one i conect to i know my famelie loves me but i just have to leave i dont know how yet but that i will dicide tommorow. Give me some ideas in the replyes.
Love you all!
– Robin 15 years old
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Sorry, but considering your age, no one will probably help you by telling you ways to kill yourself, since you’ll be looked at as another “angsty teenager”. Blegh. If you honestly want to die, that’s your prerogative, and I wouldn’t discriminate based on age, but I don’t know of any methods to give you anyway, since I know most of them are folly and wouldn’t risk fucking myself up worse by engaging in a bad suicide attempt. If you’ve got the guts, head to the nearest, tallest building and decide for yourself what to do from there. The only other effective known methods are gunshot to the head or hanging if it’s done right, but either way it won’t be an easy death. Of course there’s always ********, but you could never get that, considering you’re only 15 and it’s practically impossible to obtain anyway.
Thx for your edvice i’ll conisder the tall building methoed.
hi bist du wahnsinnig du bist erst 15 wie kannst du an suizid denken wegen sone kleinigkeit.Hor auf, dich selbst zu bemitleiden und deine wertvolle zeit zu verschwenden ,wenn du gehanselt wärst geh im fitness studio mach was aus dir und mach die gertig.Du hast keine ahnung was in dir steckt deshalb finde heraus geh und schwitze blut MFuckerrrrr ??Hast du keine eier in der hose Robin .
don’t discuss methods, or risk deletion just so you know, in case admins come strolling by
Are you kidding me? I wasn’t trying to discuss methods, I was merely stating the obvious. The first thing that pops into people’s minds when you hear the word ‘suicide’ is a tall ass building. I was merely stating that no one here is going to give a 15 year old methods on how to kill oneself. Don’t get me wrong, I’m pro suicide, but her current problems may likely seem insignificant in a few years anyway.
i get that, but the admins can see it as “a listing of methods”, and decide its a violation, sometimes stuff gets scrubbed for far less, sometimes even more detailed stuff stays up, still a risk though despite the intent or “amount”, just wanted to remind of that
Robin, I’m sad to hear of your painful story. I can relate since my childhood was painful too.
Pain is pain, whether you’re 15 or 50. I’m PRO PRO PRO-suicide, but I still feel like you haven’t had a taste of life yet. You haven’t become independent yet. What if you were to wait a while … things will be different once you’ve passed school, gotten a job, and become independent. I don’t know if they’ll be better or worse … just different. You can always carry out your plan later.
I agree with what Ignorance said … suicide ain’t easy, no matter what your choice of method. I’ve tried one very lethal method and it didn’t work. I’ve since settled on another more peaceful method (but not painless).
Not very good advice. With this crappy economy it’s getting harder to become independent. That’s in reality the reason I’m offing my self.
dear Robin, you mention you’ve been depressed since 8, having been so too myself from a very young age I wonder: have you ever gotten any treatment at all for it?, any help in anyway?
I feel like suicide is an ok thing, perhaps even good for some, but only if one have tried a bit to see things change and get different, maybe even better, and if not, only then decide and be certain of the decision. a person can always die anytime they want, but can only ever live once.
Do you want me to tell you the things i left out the things i did not mention the thing that distroy me daily
you can always tell the things and any thing you want, if you want,
this place is free for all to share, and i’ve found most often people wont judge you or think less of you for it
but, what i’d be most curious about is the same question, if you ever at all received any treatment or help or tried to, being so young, since i feel one shouldn’t call it quits without at least attempting some,
personally i might not exactly have gotten better over the years, but i’m very glad i tried some treatments to give myself the chance for something better, even if it didn’t work out the way i had hoped.
I have gotton treatmet but it just made me more desperate to go
but have you tried “enough”?, the right/a good one?, or just some/only a little
if you can sit back and say, i’ve done enough, i feel i’ve tried the things i should have to change, different, get better, but nothing and none of them worked at all
then that’s okay.