I see here some people complaining about how their family don’t like them. I can’t imagine how hard is this, but my problem is exactly the opposite. My family loves and care about me, especially my grandma. They will suffer a lot if I do what I intend to do. I really, really wanna go. How can I go in peace if I care so much? I know that when I go I wont see their suffering, and that comforts me. Please say something that encourage me to go without think in the others feelings.
P.S sorry about my english. I am not a native speaker
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It’s hard to go in peace when you have a family that loves you. My family loves me and I know that however they don’t show it in ways that make me want to stay but I don’t think they are aware of that. So it’s difficult. Some days more so than others. It’s a battle for you and i understand I’m sorry your having a hard time. Doesn’t it suck when we want nothing more than to end our pain but we care to much to cause pain to others.
As long as your feelings are so closely tied to their feelings, you might have a hard time. You can’t have it both ways. Which is more important today?
I have the same issue. Alot of my fam would suffer a lot. But theres only so much pain i can take.:/
So, what are you gonna do?
I know how you feel. It’s the same for me. A few weeks ago, I really wanted to go. I wrote suicide letters for my family. I made sure to let them know I love them and appreciate them too. I think suicide letters can help family cope with suicide. But, unfortunately, I got caught. It hurt seeing my mother and sister cry. My father said he felt scared and weak. I saw the fear and sadness in their eyes.