I am back for another round of whinging about how effed up life is. I stopped posting because some freakish guy started messaging me about how he knows how to save me.
If I wanted to be saved, I would save myself. no need for you preaching to me about how suicide will condemn me to hell. I am living in hell everyday of my life. No different.
I respect people’s beliefs, just don’t try to force them on me, and really tbh, I don’t believe God has a special grudge against people who commit suicide. I mean isn’t depression an illness? And let’s be clear, IT IS A DEATH SENTENCE.
If there is such purgatory, I do not believe that I will go there, I did not ask for this, and about 99% of people who post on this site would agree that they didn’t ask for this to happen to them. So why would we be punished?
How can something be so wrong, when it feels so right?
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He probably feels like he’s doing you a favour (or at least the right thing).
Not that I want to into that discussion, but Jesus sorta committed suicide by cop, so… 🙂
The bible has many fine examples of suicide. I see Jesus death would have been a suicide on two levels. Just sayin’…
haha, yeah thats for sure, he wants to save me, but I dont need to be saved, i think we are the ones who have it right, this world seems like an illusion, the matrix is the best example. and yes i agree, in a way, jesus did do that. I am not religious, so yeah, jesus is not really in my books.
I perceive people as delusional if they are enthusiastic about living on this planet.
May I pose a hypothetical question? If we all knew that there would be a nuclear exchange tomorrow evening which would you do?
a. Get a front row seat and kick any one’s ass that blocked the view.
b. Declare to anyone who would listen what a terrible thing it will be.
c. Forget it, question too extreme.
I think after death is nothingness. Yes i know some people have fear about what’s after as i used to think but not anymore. It’s not something logical. I agree that people don’t ask and it’s not our fault and even it is we didn’t wanted to. So please even it’s hard try not to think about what’s after end because it’s just impossible. There is no god BTW. If god is so kind and powerful why do he let people suffer? Do you feel you deserve? And nobody can understand other fully because every human is so unique.
I agree, no god and never was. maybe a high power, but yeah wont know till we finally exit this shit hole place. I personally believe there is a next life, i mean a true life. this life here, is meaningless to me. i dont feel like me staying here will benefit anyone and im not getting all emotional on you, its just the truth, ive accepted my fate. ready to go, so be it. but i do believe in a next life. and your right about god being a vengeful god, it really doesnt make sense to give us no choice but to come here into this already flawed peace of crap world and then say we have to be good or we go to hell, thats BS and always has been. vatican needs a new story, this ones old and full of BS. but i appreciate your input mate. hope to see you on the other side.
It’s just in our heads and someone made as believe.
all a form of control and bunch of BS
I’m an atheist, but it’s possible there could be something there since we actually exist at all. I don’t think it’s gonna be Jesus or Allah though. Maybe we just came into existence yesterday, weve got the memories but how do we know any of it actually happened? and it’s not someone on a supercomputer in the future that’s controlling us like lab rats? I’m more prone to believe that than God.
If it is I wish they would pull the plug their computer and get to their bed…
Woody, thats when i start thinking about the Matrix and whether they are on to something there. Yeah i dont believe in any of the religious stuff, and this is coming from someone who USE to believe very strongly. it just doesnt make sense. i agree, how do we know if any of this is real? what if we are all just an illusion or what if there ARE darkforces out there and really we are souls trapped in these ‘BODIES’ that we have and we identify ourselves by. i dunno sometimes i think too much.
“Maybe we just came into existence yesterday, we’ve got the memories but how do we know any of it actually happened?” People think their logic is irrefutable when they voice that theory because human language initially fails us at resolving this theory as untrue, because the first thing that will come to the mind of anyone refuting the theory is “But I KNOW my life actually happened because I remember it and… wait…”
But if you think about it, our perception of time can dispel that theory as a nothing more than a fallacious assumption. You don’t just remember yesterday, you EXPERIENCED it. You KNOW you experienced it. You felt time dredging by as you experienced it. You just KNOW it happened. Not only your mind remembers it, but your BODY remembers it as well. Perhaps without our perception of “time”, your theory would have some credibility because humans would perhaps be more like blank slates without it, and if our memories were indeed planted, we’d have no experience of time to back our memories up. What is consciousness without “time”? Hmmm…
Unfortunately, I don’t have an answer for this question. I hadn’t gotten around to viewing time abstractly until now, most likely simply because I wasn’t approaching the concept of “time” at an angle that allowed me to view it as an abstraction…
I suppose maybe perception of time is the prime component consciousness, or most likely the thing that defines consciousness itself. For if one has no memory, one can feel no pain, and therefore, they are not conscious, they are not even to be considered a “one” as in referring to a a being. They are a thing.
Therefore those without a perception of “time” are not conscious. The greater a capacity for a perception and understanding of time a being possesses, the greater that being’s capacity for consciousness will consequently be increased. It can be followed that animals have a lower capacity for conscious thought and intelligence than we do, because they have a limited perception of time. This explains why dogs think their owners are gone for hours or days if they leave the house for just 45 minutes… hey, I’ve probably bored you all, listen to me ramble on about subjects that nobody cares about…
the prime component *of* consciousness
We have proof that time exists/that humans perceive it in a linear fashion, and that our memories are (mostly) true because we can document the passage of time and collect data for decades and even centuries.
However, that’s not to say that our perception of time is the same as that of other life forms that live outside the Earth. If we ARE being observed on a supercomputer, it’s possible that like when we watch the short life span of insects, that the lives of humans also seem small and insignificant. Maybe 5 minutes for them is 100 years for us.
Or maybe the creation of this Universe was entirely accidental and it happened in another larger Universe with lesser life forms than humans (imagine this entire Universe as the size of something you could pick up with your hand), and so no one else out there is aware that we’re alive… unless there are intelligent extraterrestrials on other planets within this Universe.
If we were accidentally spawned by a larger Universe though, it begs the question of how that one came into being? Everything comes from something, doesn’t it? “Matter cannot be created or destroyed.” But in the beginning, matter was created.
Our minds are so limited that we can only imagine possibilities that make sense to us through the knowledge we think we have about this existence. Were we planted here by ‘gods’ (i.e., scientists) as an experiment? Or are we just pixels on a computer program? Remember though that a thousand years ago, we never would have considered the computer program thing. As humans evolve over time, we gain different types of imagination and rationalizations of something that is currently impossible to explain (why we exist). We often WANT to believe that we’re important and that someone out there cares and is watching us (like gods, or scientists), but maybe our “creation” was a complete accident and nobody noticed.
We should never deny the struggles of our ancestors either. They existed and historians can prove it. Thinking that we aren’t “real” – that’s a concept we only considered due to the emergence of technology, but it’s very entitled. People had tremendously harsh lives in the past and we should honor them for living long enough to pass along their genetics, or we’d never be here today to wonder about this stuff. (Suicidals might disagree, but I respect those who were alive before me.)
No one knows the truth of life no one knows the mystery of death. It’s only when you do it will you know if you’re burning in fire as said by some religion or being a God’s messenger in heaven because of the pain given to you by humankind. Depression CAN BE Enlightenment. Afterall, suicidal people are just angels who want to go home. Everyone fails to understand that it does not mean by what road you reach death, you reach death you are there and then everyone’s the same. There are many possibilities – you don’t exist in the first place and it is a giant computer simulation by a high school student of another planet. – you exist but there’s no afterlife. Third, there is afterlife.. there’s just too much to ponder not enough time to research each one of them all of them have some truth.
Show some kindness towards yourself since no one has. Take care of your mental health instead of worrying about some random boy/girl that pretended to KNOW IT ALL about your afterlife. They made no sense.
I like your comment. it is very enlightening, i do believe that depression is a call and that we might be fallen angels. ive always felt out of place here. Im not the type to sit here and make decisions on what other people say, ive experienced enough to know what i am sure of in this ‘life’. I believe that what we see when we pass is based on our state of mind at that very time of passing. i like to research it because it is interesting and i like the challenge. there is no right or wrong answer, its all based on perception. i still like your comment, very well thought out and informative. you are going places xo
Thank you I was of help. I’ll remember you. You’re nice.
“Depression is a death sentence.” Well spoken. Agreed.
100% it is a terminal illness, just one that can last alot longer and has no cure