I’m just a fucking piece of shit !
a worthless, garbage ,lazy,and useless person. I’m just wasting my parent’s money.
They are paying for my education,living cost, everything.
My final exam coming in 4 days,but I’m still not prepared.
why?
Because I’m a lazy person and can’t concentrate in studies.
I spend 5-6 hrs daily just sitting at my study table with books in front of me.
I keep staring at them but don’t read.
I’m also doing the same thing right now.
The idea that tomorrow will be better than today,that gets people out of bed in the morning or thinking things may
be better tomorrow really means nothing to me.
Nothing gonna work out.
I don’t have any special skill or talent so studying is the only option but I’m failing.
Pushing yourself is not easy but somehow some strong people manage to do that and become successful in achieving something. But I don’t have the strength to push myself.
I don’t want to waste my parent’s money ,I just want a escape to get out of this damn world. I’m taking up space. I really don’t deserve to breathe oxygen of this planet.
3 comments
Well.. we all are lazy to some extent. I am assuming you are in School. I tell you what, I finished college (my Dad paid my fee), started working and never could save a penny for 7 years now. And, now that I lost my job I still sit at my parents’ and waste their money. Be glad your parents pay for your education. Its not a waste, you have no other choice but to study. Are you usually a dull student or you are not studying because you have shifted focus on something else?
And I agree that some of us are gifted to be born with no fkn talent. People keep saying, “God gives every one of us a talent, you have to go figure”. #$%* that, its all bullsh1t. Some people just don’t have any or even if they do they are screwed enough so they cant find it out or do anything about it.
Just aim for the exams. I sure understand you might have so many fkd up thoughts eating your brains but just go through with the exams for now. I hope you do well.
Thank you for your response .
I’m a college going student.
I was one of the bright students of my class but now I’m a complete failure and dull.
I don’t have peace of mind. I can’t stop thinking about the problems of my life. I keep thinking about everything while sitting in front of my books.
My mind doesn’t allow me to concentrate, that’s the reason I find it difficult to push myself toward studies.
Uhm, I do that too. I think about the dumbest sh1t when I open my book to study for an exam. Just call up your best friend from the same class as you are. Make plans and study together. One, you might shift focus to studying, two, you wouldn’t be alone to think about your life.