I was cutting last night, I couldn’t take it, there goes my month of being clean. I sliced my arm, legs, and then. I placed the razor on my wrist, and sliced, it didn’t cut, I tried once more, and it didn’t cut. Then I just dropped to the ground. I sobbed for a while, and when I went to school my friend checked my arms, as we do to each other everyday to make sure we don’t cut. We both cut last night, both after a month of being clean.
I haven’t told her I almost killed myself. I think I might tell my therapist tomorrow, anyone got some mental hospital stories so I know what might happen. Anyone ever told there therapist they want to kill themselves? I’m a teen so I know they will take it more serious than an adult. But that’s about it.
How are you all?
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Your therapist might put you in a hospital if you tell her that you almost killed yourself. I did once and I was there for 3 months. Not saying you will there for the same duration. But if you go into detail about your suicide attempt they will put you into the hospital
What was it like where you stayed if you don’t mind me asking.