if you mattered to someone then they would make an effort to make you feel wanted. if they cared about u then they would check up on you and make sure you were ok. they would try to see you and try to talk to you and try to make it clear that you are a priority, even when they are very busy.
when you care about another person, if they are upset, no matter what, you will always find a chance to send them some care and love.
you need to realize that not everyone you care about, cares back.
and thats ok.
its life……
you are learning.
and you are doing a really good job working on yourself.
you have a lot of difficult things going on im sure, and i understand that, i am suffering deeply from many situations too, but i am pulling through stronger than ever before. and so are you, i know it. You may be bruised but i can guarantee you are not broken. and bruises heal.. they fade. and so do scars.
maybe not overnight, maybe not in a week, maybe not even a month. but they do.
it will go away. and so will this pain.
you need to look yourself in the eye and say you are fine.
make your brain believe it enough to allow you to be ok. ok? find a mirror and smile at yourself and say your life does mean something. because if you can’t think of anyone that it matters to, think of me. because i think it matters.
you need to see what you need to do, and you need to look at the things that are hurting you. You need to realize when it is time to walk away.
sometimes turning around and allowing yourself to be alright, is the first step in recovery.
no one else can save you.
save yourself.
you’ve started the ride,
you’re on that road,
now dont get lost in the middle.
its a freeway, its dangerous, and you might get a little lost…
but there is only one destination. the only way to get there is to keep driving.
so hold on to your steering wheel and have at it
you’re so close
dont stall your car now