I don’t know which is it that saddens me more…
that you’re in so much pain…
or that I can’t find the right words to tell you…
🙁
a couple of days ago
I had this weird dream
it was about you
& it’s strange because we never talked before
& I was not reading anything you wrote the night before
I mean to say
there was no logical reason or trigger for me to dream about you
I dreamt I was walking in this dark dark street at night
& out of no where
a young sad but beautiful girl walked next to me & gave me an envelope
I opened it
& inside was a small piece of paper
with “seemokay” written on it
I looked at the girl & the sadness in her eyes cut through my heart
I made a silent promise to her at that moment
that I’ll reach out for you again
I assured her that she needs not worry
that I’ll do all I can to help
she seemed to thank me…
still silently
& walked away
i’m writing now
but I don’t even know if you’re reading this… 🙁
please, if you could…
please let me know how you’re doing
okay?
tc love
<3
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I wrote you this about a week ago…
I keep seeing the same girl again & again 🙁
this time from afar…
please love
say something <3
Your writing is extreme but I like what you wrote yes I know I haven’t been active much but I can assure you I’m okay . You seem to like my writing thank you
i wish so much i had said something
i was truly truly tired at the time
it warmed my heart to see it
but i couldn’t say anything
i really really hope you’re still okay
or at least
still “seeming” okay
i’ll take anything other than “not here at all” 🙁 <3