Yeah of course i’m still depressed.obviously,my life hasn’t changed .
I just decided to take a break from the suicide project site so that i can focus on changing my life.of couse i wasn’t optimistic about it but at least i would say i have tried.so i lost some weight but that hasn’t made my body change,i don’t know why .my parents hate me,i can’t change that .so basically,they are sending me to a boarding school.
I think that i need to move out before they kick me out since i’m not going to that school ,i just dom’t want to to ne a…. prisoner?
I just don’t know where to go.
But actually,i don’t think the main problem is my parents,or the state i live in or even the boarding school.
I that i’m the main problem,yeah i’m a horrible person
People hate me because,i’m bad
I’m supposed to be hated
But i just can’t change ,i just hate everybody
I’m the most pessimistic person you have ever known
I’m the most complicated person you have ever known
That’s just insane ,I mean i can’t even understand what’s going in my mind
If i don’t understand ,then how are people supposed to?
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I know it’s been more than a month since I last wrote you
& I know this makes me one terrible terrible friend to you
after all I promised
but I swear E
not one day passed where I wasn’t thinking about you
& about how I must be so bad at managing my time to not be able to write you that plan I promised you for all that time 🙁
Honestly I suck at time management
put me in a situation where I need to do several things at the same time & I just have to suck at least at one…
please forgive me
I have a lot to explain
& a lot to apologise for
but I really really hope you’re okay
at least relatively
<3 <3 <3
& I will respond also to that current situation you’r writing about here
for now,
I’m so so sorry sweetness you’re going through so much
big big hug
<3
What kind of boarding school is it?