Hopefully i can get my hands on a gun this weekend or sooner its taking its toll guys i broke down and actually smoked some weed sat and had my mind blown im more depressed and suicidal than ithought as i sat there sad and alone this was really the only way out life has been so cursed and hurtful that there is no other way except the afterlife all my options are blocked i lost the will to fucking live
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Please, Don’t.
Life isn’t cruel.. it’s what happens around us that makes existence seem so dark.
We must not succumb to the darkness around us. We need to be the light when it is shadowed. The knowledge when there is lack and the care when there is none.
I’m not sure what you’ve been through or are going through with situations.
But I do know that it isn’t your time. It’s no ones time. Life will get easier, life is hard so then we can learn and prosper from it with light. The feelings you hold don’t belong here, they are artificial. They feel so real.. but they don’t belong to us. From a stranger to you, please be strong with us. Be strong for us and we will learn to be strong for you too.
Im sorry to hear that u feel death is your only option right now. Please let the “moment” pass before u actually do anything. I know when i hit those lows, it feels like ill never get out of it. But sometimes if u sleep on it, it goes away.
When you this low guys there’s nothing else that matters I’m tired of busting my as s for nothing and then have taken all away never had my own shit always had roommates or back at home the last straw was when my ex threw me out and took my heart Toby that was all I had she ended up getting everything I got fucked whres the cosmic karma with that shit where the fuck is god at huh fuck it I’ve failed at everything known to man life has been fucking muthafucking joke and I’m done fuck the holidays fuck people and there fake Bullshit I’m trapped in the same run around everyday I don’t have any more in me
Everyone always talks about God when things go wrong. My understanding of “God”.. God didn’t make you do this or that. God only allowed the option of things to happens. As we are free willed beings. Karma starts with you and the energy you throw around. It’s like you don’t remember you are in control of yourself.. not everything is paved and set before you walk. There’s always two options. Good and bad. Some real comical shit. When you are that low, then I can only assume the only option is back up