I’m done and said a lot of stupid things such as ruin friendship and built debt because of psychotic depression. I wish I done things differently, maybe if I wasn’t so naive. I never knew what I was doing and I’m still stuck in one place like always. Always living in my own world.
Regret makes me think of that Last Unicorn when the unicorn says that she doesn’t feel regret because she is immoral. I now know that I am not immoral, which means that I have a death to look forward to. Couldn’t find the clip, so I used another scene close to it.
Guilt makes me think of Transformers More Than Meets the Eye vol 4 comic book. This character named Tyrest wanted to enter Cyberutopia, so he built a portal. There was one thing, he couldn’t enter because he felt guilt for creating the cold constructed race of cybertronian, so he built a contraption that would kill them all at once to get rid of his guilt. If Cyberutopia was real, I couldn’t enter that world.
What I’m saying is that I am average, maybe below average. I’m nothing special.
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Same. However I only did it to push everyone away because I was committing suicide in a year.