I’m not sure what I thought I would accomplish. I’ve been running from my depression for weeks now. Dealing with small fires, my ex put all my shit outside and changed the locks, I got a new job and my boss thinks I’m completely incompetent, I had to estrange myself from my parents because they were toxic. I’ve been running from my suicidal thoughts by filling my days with boys, and friends and activity and work. But it caught up with my today and all I could think was how much of a relief it would be to just end it. Just thinking about it makes me feel at ease. I don’t know why I ever thought I could do this. I know I cantcan’t
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I’m sorry. It seems like you’re in a really low place. It’s great that you’re keeping yourself busy. Distraction really helps I’ve found. Don’t do anything dangerous, and think your decisions through. It’s easy to be impulsive when you feel like this and that can destroy your life. Hope you feel better today.