I’m not a person. I’m only an empty body. People have souls in them, but inside of my body is nothing. The nothing is only an impersonator. It wants to be a real person so badly that it tries to mimic real people. I’m just a shell that imitates what it sees, and nothing more. Don’t be fooled. I’m not a person. I’m an anti-person.
If you look me in the eye, you can see it. When I look in the mirror, I can see it too. There’s something wrong about it. My mind sees the wrongness and says, “There’s no person in there.”
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I don’t believe that is true,
There is definitely a soul inside of you.
We simply can not exist without it.
You might say that you don’t exist because of your feelings and experiences, but I feel like they are just that, feelings and experiences.
Both can often be misleading or false.
To me it just seems like you’ve lost yourself in the chaos of this harsh and fucked up world, it happens.
Maybe you just need an experience, someone or something to help you find yourself , what you are missing or a piece of sometning you didn’t know existed.
I picture the soul as an Infinitely burning fire or a source of magic.
Impossible for it to go out completely, but maybe you just need to find some fuel…
Things can definitely exist without souls. Plants and rocks and rivers don’t have souls, but there they are. I’m like a plant or a rock or a river. I am a body. A something, not a someone. The fire inside of me never went out, because it was never lit.
Yeah…… When you die it will be like nobody was ever there in place of you. That means you don’t need to feel empathy because you are not a person anyway.
I’ve read this comment over several times and I still don’t understand what it means.
It sounds like you’re dealing with dissociation, which can be experienced in combination with anxiety, depression, PTSD and some personality disorders. But taking away all the labels for a second — I think Octr is spot on, you’ve lost any sense of who you are, or shut so much stuff away because you can’t deal with it. You can become a person again. This awful feeling will make you feel like you can’t but people do recover from it. You could maybe try as get assessed and see a dissociation specialist, or maybe just focus on the ther issues I’m guessing you must be dealing with in your life. Best best wishes
I guess it could be disassociation. I’ve disassociated before but this has been different from all of those times. Every time I’ve disassociated, my mind has said “that’s not me” and never “that is me, but that is not a person.”
Anyway, I can’t see any more professionals. So I guess I’ll have to deal with this on my own.
Everyone has a soul; even the living dead i.e. people with no interiority aka those who stopped listening to their inner self.
If I do have a soul, then there’s something wrong with it, at least. There’s got to be a reason why I’m not a full person.