Smoking a cigarette and I look back on my life.
I don’t know what to say or what to do, I just know soon I will be dead, my last act.
I have been trying to keep busy, watching movies, putting on a face and acting happy. I don’t want anyone to ever know what I went through. I will just be a memory soon. Im not going to leave any direct messages behind to anyone.
The things in the post keep arriving to aid me in my death, not many pieces left to arrive. I wanted to die a peaceful death, but I guess that may not be possible and Im not scared anymore if it hurts.
No more lies. Its time for an ending to this book.
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Please dont! i feel so much like u feel and i understand so please talk to me dont do it im here we need to all be here for each other cause we’re the only ones who get it…e-mail me mkafan12@yahoo.com
I just can’t do it anymore. Im no ready to live a life where everyone lets me down.
No more lies, but an unheard voice will remain.
I guess so, ohwell its just like the saying ‘it’s life’.