I love being on my own, I love the freedom it offers. I love when my parents are gone and I’m the only one home. I love being in charge of my life. I wish I had no one to appease or report to. I wish I could live my life the way I choose, completely up to me. But I also hate being alone. I hate the emptiness. I hate being the only one in a big house. I hate when seeing my cat is the bright spot of my day, and I hate not having anyone to turn to. Most of all though, I hate this paradox in my mind. How one minute I can be so happy and content with where I am, and then the next want to die from it.
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hey hey hey. i'm always here to talk to. Meow.
Haha, thanks for the meow, made me laugh. I just watched probably the most powerful movie I’ve ever seen. It’s called 2:37 (or two thirty seven, not sure which one is right) and it just moved me so much. I’d recommend anyone with some time watch it.
Here too..
i love it when people suggest things. (such as movies and music)
i will definitely have to check it out.
wondering what it’s about. :O
GLAD i made you laugh. :]
It’s about a bunch of kids in high school with different problems and stuff. It’s kind of depressing though, I just like those kinds of movies better I guess. I can’t stand movies with storybook happy endings, there’s just no sincerity in them. That’s why I loved this one, it seemed so genuine.
The Breakfast Club?
haha. agreed. there’s no happy endings in real llife.
nice though. i will DEFF have to check it out.
what TC?
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Nothing. We already spoke.
BREAKFAST CLUB!!!
dont you… forget about me