I need to stop overthinking
I need to stop painting myself the victim
I need to stop apologizing for mistakes I did not make
I need to end this. I need to call it quits.
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Anthony Hopkins was quoted as saying something to the effect of humans are being trained to over-think, and it is killing us, our minds are our death traps. Think. Think. Think.
Inevitably, we are all doomed.. Rather unfortunate not to be able to be within the vast masses of society, merely lemmings, following one another with no regard for the capabilities of those of us who are gifted intellectually.. Sometimes, though, I envy those idiotic lemmings.. They seem so content not knowing what horrors lurk in the human mind.
Sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
What are you overthinking? Apologizing for?
I am overthinking everything. From the most irrelevant, minor happenings in my life to the most complex thought processes that even I do not have an answer for.
I am apologizing for who I am and why I am the way I am. I take the blame for things i did not do and find a way of making myself victim by subjecting myself to apologize for it.
Ask yourself what’s driving the overthinking and apologizing. Anxiety? Low self esteem? Overly critical? Once you know the root of it, then you can take steps to overcome those impulses.
You don’t have to adhere to the identity that was given to you. You can recreate yourself, more or less.
Why aren’t you more kind to yourself, B13?
It is something I really need to reflect on.
I don’t know. I don’t think I deserve a lot of things.
@ Baked13
xo
I
need to quickly find a way to rescue my ever shrinking memory
I can’t believe that I completely forgot the fact that you e-mailed me before
like for God’s sake, what’s happening to my mind :\
Alright
I’ll assume the role of a fortune-teller now:
“hmmmm
i see the future
hmmmm
missy
you have a new e-mail in your inbox
hmmmm
it’s from a mysterious sender
hmmmm
i see her name
F
a
r
a
h”
🙂
love you
xo
<3