I lost the love of my life. All she wanted was for me to tell her to stay. Now I go to bed hurting, wishing she was beside me. I dream she is next to me. I feel her touch me but wake up alone. I hurt and dont want to feel it any more. I lost my wife and she was my reason for living.
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Sorry. I know this is the period during which it becomes your duty to beat yourself up, but hopefully it’ll pass quickly. Any chance that you can work things out?
Stay strong. You will find a different one soon or later. Focus on your own life, and please notice that the life you are focusing on is the life with out her. You should move on. She wants you to move on.
I can relate to this 100%. Is there any chance to work things out? Go get her back. Or at least try. Don’t let go so easily. I beat myself up everyday over not going back when I still could. Im so sorry you’re in so much pain. and that’s a beautiful song!
Im here to tell you that there are always more out there….
I lost mine, she was a whore and cheated excessively…. made me depressed yes, still deal with the outcome of it,,, and will be,,, likely forever..
BUT, there are others out there, and I have not only 1 but 3 who I currently like and like me,, one I really see a lot of promise with….. but who knows…..
At the least, it shows there is still a chance to be happy again…
You need to focus on that…
Seriously.
Everyone is so focused on “finding someone else” to be happy. I find my own happiness alone. Another person is a wild card. They can intentionally or unintentionally hurt you, but when it’s just you, no one else can hurt you in that way.
There is freedom without attachments to other people.
Once you get over the pain of losing someone, learn to appreciate the silence and the peace it will bring you.
That just depends on the person. Some like companionship, others don’t.
There are pros and cons to both.
I know how that feels. If you need to talk to someone I am free to talk anytime, my insta is myrandaxzoe. Please feel free to message me if you need to talk