I’m killing myself as soon as my parents are gone long enough. Or try to at least. Take a bunch of sleeping pills, fill my tub with cold water and ice cubes, and try to catch hypothermia, or freeze to death. Funny how I cut but I’m afraid of pain…. I just want it to stop. My wrists are scarred, and I blame it on a cat I don’t even have. If you actually read this, I don’t want any sympathy, like “Don’t do it! You’re worth it!” Tired of that bullshit. 11 years old and already planning to die. I’m a failure.
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You are not going to die by that way. Don’t waste your time
Why do you want to die?
No matter what you are feeling, at 11, those feelings will change on their own as time goes by…
Lots of changes at your age….
Whatever you have bothering you so much, won’t last….
I am older and can tell you from experience.
Nothing personal, but the “listen to me bc I’m so much older and smarter than you” patronizing bs doesn’t fly on a suicide site. Nor does any of the usual “Don’t do it” hypocrisy which the OP already requested none of. Physicians heal thyselves.
OP I’m not going to preach. But I’ll say this because it’s what I’m doing with my own life and it works. Before you kill yourself, squeeze every last drop out of life that you can. I won’t waste our time by suggesting examples because it’s different for everyone.
No life doesn’t get better. In fact judging by all the older people on this site, it gets worse. But there are still tons of worthwhile things you can do with life before you throw it away.
at 11 years old, really any decision is really never made with any real intelligence,,,,
11? And you think the answer is dying already?
Your life will go through so many changes especially in the next few years,,,, you just can’t see it….
Being older and having been through much of what many of you see as hopeless or unchangeable,, I am telling you that at those younger ages, you have PLENTY of chances to change and do something different….
I and others my age can see what you can’t,, because we have “been there done that” or know others our age that have…
11 is way too young to make any serious decision like this…
Failure does in no way categorically mean that you’re a failure.
It only means that we’ve failed to do something using just one specific approach. So, there’s merit in it as a teaching tool, it can be seen as a gentle nudge to reconsider approach or expectation.
Perspective shaped reaction, and defines if there’s value to be gleaned. Everyone fails, it’s needed in the recipe for reliable success.
Parents…. what are those??
I was suicidal at 11. Prayed to god for death, put plastic bags over my head then vowed when I figured you can do bullets at 18 that as soon as I turned 18 there would be a bullet in my brain and my brains across the backdrop.. I am 23 but I hear you. Not a day goes by where I don’t wish I could have bulleted my brain out through my skull July 2012. I was suicidal at 11 too, life has only gotten worse. But it was already the worst of worst to begin with for me.