Wonder why i am up crying while my babys sleeping in the other room
Maybe its because i know im failing , im a failure
I hate myself. I hate everything about myself.
Its honestly not fair. You know to give your all and not be enough. To hate looking in the mirror. Being strong. Standing on two broken legs. Watching life happen in front of you and feeling all the blows.b
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You are not a failure, friend. You have accomplished so much. They don’t have to be the biggest accomplishments, but its all the same. Waking up today was the first. Forcing yourself to get through every day with these thoughts weighing you down is another. Whenever you think you’re a failure, think about that.
I try to but the postive never outweigh the negative.