Going for the blind shot

There are financial problems incoming, that occur due to my mom’s chemotherapy.

There are new negative interview results coming for me.   There is the rich dad out there doing nothing to help me.

My so “used to be”  best friends are at this moment over the beach having fun with my ex girlfriend.

I have nothing at this moment to support me,  there is nothing at this moment to assure my future.

There is just that blind shot of succeeding this bachelor degree in Electrical and computer engineering.

I’m in my second year, and I’m the youngest student.  Even tho my age, it is impossible to find others who went through as much as I did and who cope with this amount of shit.

I’m going for the blind shot everyday, when I’m believing my self.

I choose to take this as an opportunity to overcome the fearsome struggles.

I saw my mother barely walking up the stairs, and I chose to smile and laugh with her.  I chose to make this into something positive.

It is not easy.  It never was.

But at least I’ll be the man who goes through this and succeed.  I want to be a story with a happy end.  I want to take this as a challenge and not as a burden.

I’m going for the blind shot in this round.

Stay strong, be brave,

Your friend in arms, Jac.