im 17,lesbian.This halloween was the 1st i felt i had absolutly nothing.I hate like,i hate liveing. Nothing matters anymore.I try to smile to please other, its all fake.I hate wakeing up every morning,wishing for death..attempted 8 suicides already. idk what to do now
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Hi
if you want to chat, alvaro@ya.ru it seems you have a lot to tell behind those four lines.
Hey, seem’s like we can relate a bit..if you ever want to talk add me to msn at a.f.i.afireinside@hotmail.com
hey i can c what ur saying and u no talk to me if u want i can maybe help u and maybe u can help me friends can help
well 8 times already? Hm. Well, its a little obvious someone/thing doesnt want you to die just quite yet. And I agree with this being. You are young. 17 is way young. You have many wonders yet to experiance.
Everyone hates living and life in general. But life is like test. Its gonna put you through the worst. But you also need to understand, you can do it. Things will get better, only if you make the effort to do so.
I can understand the situation of being lesbian. Many people will not understand that. And, believe it or not, i have researched a lot on the topics of suicide and depression and other relevancies. And im not sure if that is how you feel. But i know one kid commited to suicide because of his sexuality. He faced many many hardships because of the public could not accept it.
I want you to know, please, if you ever need to vent. Come and vent to me. If you ever just want to talk, talk to me. If you just want some one to listen–i will be here to listen. I believe in you, and i believe you can over come all of this shit. I know you can.
I check my emails daily.
silly.snowball@yahoo.com