Today is the 24th year and one day that I have been on this earth. 21 years ago I was miss lead and wound up loss. 12 years ago I wanted to DIE. I still want to every day. Out of 12 years I have only maybe had 2 or 3 hours where I didnt want to die. More people In my life makes it so much harder. I want to die and be at peace but I dont want to hurt anyone either.