Okay so i got out of the depression for a while, found my way back into music.
But now i’m depressed again and i’ll prolly give up music again, i’m looking for a new method to end it all with, my friend, won’t say his name, tried my method and it didn’t work, and i don’t even know if i’m doing it right, i think i used to get it right, but yeah, gonna look around for some methods now.
If i can’t find anything i’ll prolly go back to my old method, ligature asphyxiation
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You ever thought about forming your own band?
i would but i ain’t really got any friends
one in another country, my best friend, he’s into music, but we’re not really into the same music
and then 3 i’ve met that ain’t into music
A solo career?
You play an instrument?
idk about solo career, i found my way back into hip hop, old school stuff, not this new school shit, might get around recording a song or a few songs before i off myself, we’ll see, writing a song now actually, well, not now now, but y’know
and yeah i do, piano, harmonica and guitar
I’m big on rap. You already got anythin out? I like listenin to new shit. And your right this new shit is whacked as fuck. Back then they used to actually fuckin mean somethin in their music, now they just say shit even if it don’t rhyme. Anythin before 2002 I’m cool with, otherwise it’s gotta have a damn good beat to get me these days.
I tried playing all those instruments but couldn’t do it. Mad hard to learn, Bro. Tried playin guitar, got pissed off one day and destroyed my guitar, tried playin the piano but I couldn’t remember what keys were what, and the harmonica I guess I just never stuck to it.
i ain’t got anything out, i had lyrics written down for a few songs, got depressed and threw them away ’cause i thought i was gonna off myself and i didn’t want anyone to read them, so i now recently started with another song, gonna be a joke type song about the shit i did in school kinda, first verse is done
i’ll post a linkn here when it’s up on youtube
Good to go. You any good? You famous yet? Must be if your on youtube right?
i’m alright i guess, you be the judge when i’ve uploaded my first song haha
i ain’t on youtube yet, i never got around recording ’cause i was too picky and shit, now i don’t really give a shit, just doing it for me and ’cause it’s fun and yeah
At least your doin somethin, Bro. I ain’t too much of a judge, I kinda go for anythin. If you are good though I might be able to find you someone who can represent ya. Maybe. At least get ya show in Japan if that means anythin. I know alot of people who try to do somethin in music but don’t go very far. At least they don’t hit big. But they still play. I mean shit if you can play Amazing Grace on the bagpipes thats should be bout good enough for me but these days you gotta be able to sing good and have a third arm growin out of your ass.
yeah i ain’t much for a record deal, just as long as people like my shit and keep listening i’m happy
idk, maybe i’ll end up doing a show in japan if i hit big someday
and yeah thank you man
Well, there ain’t too many places to hit big here in Japan. I mean unless you wanna entertain a bunch of drunk Marines.
ah yeah LOL
Some advice I’ll give ya is critics. Do not ever take them personally. I’ve seen alot of people who could’ve been big go down cuz they get hooked on drugs or become mad alcoholics and shit because they took the critics too damn personal. It’s hard, your success is based on what they say but you can’t take them personally. You take what you need from them then move the fuck on, do what you think needs to get done. Jus be cool, Bro.
yeah i know, i don’t care about them anyway